I dont know if you saw it but last spring SNL had Tina Fey and Amy Poeller reporting on Weekend update. They were talking about how Obama was starting to pull ahead of Hilary and that the reason is people saw her as a B*tch. And Amy Poeller says "Damn right she's a B*tch , B*tches get things done !"http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2008/02/24/snls-campaign-trail-fau_n_88160.html I loved that line . Anyway on Tuesday I finally met the woman Doctor at the OBGYN practice I go to. I was supposed to see her a few weeks ago but she had an emergency. Anyway she was GREAT!! So kind, so positive about VBACs. I hope she is the one to deliver the baby. Anyway she asked me if Dr. K had done a internal last week. Yes and I was not dilated. She said ok lets take a look. Now I have had A LOT of internal exams , officially and unofficially HAHAHA! but NOTHING LIKE THIS. I am pretty sure she had both hands up my Va-jay-jay and was making a sandwich. Anyway she got to my cervix and told me that it was still closed I was pretty sad . And then she said "Kate I am going to put my fingers through your cervix" "Ok lets see if that helps. " So I left pretty sad . I mean every doctor after an internals says "YOu might experience some bleeding " but I NEVER DO . So I had another appt in the city about 2 hours later . So I walked around the upper east side . Stopped in a childrens boutique bought stuff I can' t afford for Rory . Anyway I had some contractions but nothing to get excited about. Went home went to bed pretty discouraged. BUT in the morning I woke up and had lost my mucus plug and had a bit of bloody show !!! So here is to B*tches . Myself, My doctor and the one inside me . Lets all work together to GET THIS DONE!!!
Also if you know my parents PLEASE DONT TELL THEM they will want to book a flight or call every hour and I can't handle it right now . No offense to them but they have to PLAN everything !
